Today is a very hard day for me. on this day 2 years ago...

I asked my psychiatrist that one why me and he looked at me straighten the eye and said why not you why are you so special why are you better than anybody else in this world. Well needless to say I was taking aback it was a bit angry but he's right I've learned over the years that things happen to everyone some people are just much better at keeping it to themselves then we are!! I hope you're talking with someone outside of this group a professional someone who can help you sort through all of this for me that was the best answer and I truly believe it is for most people God bless

I understand your pain, my mom passed away when I was in middle school and she was my best friend too. My dad also isn't really in my life. If you ever need to vent or just want to chat and distract or literally anything at all, you can message me on here. ❤️ Or if not, that's also cool.