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i feel like I have so much difficulty dealing with anger. I feel slighted at my job and feel like quitting at every inconvenience, because i feel rageful at the disrespect im given (whether intentional or not.) I don't want to be so angry all the time over such tiny things, it's unpleasant and just pushes people away and I'm sick of it. Does anyone with similar struggles have any advice for dealing with this aspect of bpd?
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Chronic Generalized pain
Irritability and Anger
Restlessness and Agitation
Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD)
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@prettylydi legit, one time I came home from a really nice day with my brother, and punched a window and broke it because I thought someone had moved something or thrown something out from my mom's room (who had passed) it was such a sudden change and I instantly regretted it. I was so scared I was gonna get kicked out.
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Anger is the hardest part of this disorder so far for me. Not only is it frustrating to feel that way over the smallest stuff, but one of my biggest things is the reaction I get from those around me. I get called dramatic A LOT. That is so triggering for me. I imagine myself beating people up all the time. I always feel like no one will ever understand what I'm feeling. I've had people say they experience anger, it's not unusual, but BPD anger can be terrifying. Not to mention, the regret after you do something horrible to someone is gut wrenching. I wish I had words to describe what living with this disorder is like. I simply don't think there are words.
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Anger is the worst part of my BPD too. I struggle with it when I'm not medicated. I don't work right now because I was always being thrown off by things that weren't in my job description, the job being too exhausting for me, co workers demanding too much of me, etc. Or I would come in doing my best and it wouldn't be appreciated. I always am scared that I'll snap one day and murder my cats or do something to my partner I'll regret later. What helps me though is vaping or distracting myself. Listening to music tends to help the most for me.
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@deathlost this is exactly how I feel and at one point I was so worried that I was going to snap. I dreamt about it happening when someone jumped infront of me in a queue and I acted without thinking. I don't work for the same reason but I need to work to pay for therapy so its a catch 22
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I have so much trouble with anger as well. It is by far my worst emotion to experience. I usually end up self-harming when I am angry- not a good solution. I do not recommend it. I haven't really found a way to discharge all of it but I found getting a punching bag and kickboxing gym membership to be really helpful in getting rid of a lot of it. I can just punch until physically exhausted and it helps lower the internal angst associated with anger.
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@ThunderBeetle its my main emotion too when things go wrong but I think it's because its the same thing over and over again for years. I really recommend that you try to question your anger. Just sit and think about what it really means and where it's coming from and discover triggers. Really changing your idea of anger being a bad thing. It's a natural reaction to having too much of the same thing happening. Your body is setting off your fight or flight response and that's not fair on you at all and it's a valid emotion that's covering something
Same!!! My goodness, the only thing I've found that helps is telling people that I need some time away to calm down before coming back to them. Even if they're really in the wrong and its not me just overreacting, I tell myself that I don't deserve to feel all the pain the anger is causing and I need time to return back to normal so I can speak rationally and deal with the problem, set boundaries etc. Don't think of your anger happening to everyone else, it's not a nice thing to experience internally. Also, anger is a secondary emotion, what else do you feel? Have boundaries been pushed?
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