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hello guys, I just wanted to vent my frustration because I'm tired of so many things in life. About a year ago before I graduated high-school I tried to kill myself. Long story short I overdosed on sleeping meds which resulted in a left cerebral hemorrhage. I managed to pass multiple drug tests, so no one knows that I attempted. My dad was supposed to pick me up, but was a no show. My family kept talking about it. At least I know who wouldn't attend my funeral, I guess. Then a week before Christmas my grandpa passed and the funeral was the next week. He was one of the only people in my life who actually cared for me and one of the only positive role models I had. During his funeral my uncle in law started talking about how I didn't care for for my grandpa and I was just using him to run errands. what he said broke me. There are many days that makes me wonder if that's what my grandpa thought of me. Nothing feels real to me anymore. I wish that I died while overdosing.
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Try not to let what others say get to you. I know it's hard but if you truly believe you had a great relationship with him that is all that matters. I am sure he knows you loved him very much. I am glad you didn't succeed and I know you are so strong. Hang in there my friend. I am here if you need to chat.
I know your pain, there's no worse pain a person can carry around within themselves, is the pain caused when the reality hits you like a ton of bricks, that you really don't matter to those you gave all your love, attention and life to, your family. I to am a suicide attempt survivor, overdosed in August 2018, husband calls ambulance, I'm rushed to the hospital and placed on life support, just to be abandoned by the one who put me there, my husband!!!
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