Struggling to Hold On: Need Help with Patience

Ik this is probably gonna be ignored just like one off my other important things but who cares I feel depressed at the moment I’m holding on trying not to give in but there’s a toy I got ordered yes I’m 18 but my mum looks after me she ordered a toy for me that I just sorta connected to right away it’s a unicorn toy but she’s water unicorn I got the fire unicorn and the foal crossed between there elements I’ve tried being patient still am but now I’m just like I’ve got fuck all left in my life because the water unicorn is still not here and she’d been ordered on the 14th sorry for the swearing but how do I hold patient for a few more days I’m really desperate to give in now I need help on how to hold patient