Anyone else just feel like there is no other answer than to die? I have nothing but unsolvable problems, I’m not under the delusion that things are going to change. I’ll never be able to live anywhere other than where I do now, no one’s going to take on some idiot with herpes and ruin their life for me, I’ll never have anything or anyone and I don’t see how it’s possible to have a life that I consider livable.
I don’t want someone with herpes as I don’t want to contract a different strain than I already have and most certainly don’t want someone with a different std. i abstain because I have to.
I feel that way i feel like a burden i feel like im a problem i feel like im always gonna have to relie on someone for help i feel depressedand want to die as well because if im dead no one wont have to worry about me. I feel like my schizophrenia will never leave til i go to heaven and cimmting suicide is a forgivable sin. The only unforgiveable sin is blastme of the holy spirit so i could die and still have a change to go to heaven.
your existence is not a burden, you’re beautiful and I thank you so much for letting me know I’m not alone in this, you’re not alone either, always here X
In 2016 13.2 percent of people 15-49 live with HSV2 and many more have contracted it since then. Don’t think of yourself as a leper you’re just another human with your own baggage. I personally am in a relationship where I have to make a sacrifice and i’ll be damned if that’s gonna stop me from loving my partner. There is someone out there ❤️
thanks for being so kind but as you don’t have it, you likely don’t fully understand what it’s like. I would have had no idea before contracting. I live in a small town in the south, people are very judgmental here and I hear herpes jokes weekly even though no one other than my family knows I have it. I wouldn’t want to date anyone in this town anyway, but I don’t even have the option because I can’t date someone, risk telling them and then having everyone know. I appreciate your compassion very much though, thank you for reaching out x
i would not mind dating someone with herpes cause i am scared to have sex and still a vrigin so i wouldnt mind cuddling and stuff like that plus i dont want kids so thats a good thing about having herpes we can be together with out intercourse. Which makes me happy and it makes you happy cause your in a relationship lol lots of love
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Anyone else just feel like there is no other answer than to die? I have nothing but unsolvable problems, I’m not under the delusion that things are going to change. I’ll never be able to live anywhere other than where I do now, no one’s going to take on some idiot with herpes and ruin their life for me, I’ll never have anything or anyone and I don’t see how it’s possible to have a life that I consider livable.
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