llama_1119

93d

i close my eyes at night hoping i don't wake up
because i don't want to feel like i'm surviving life, i want to live. but at the same time i don't want to live. i want the pain, hurt, guilt and hate to just end. i feel like i'm hurting everyone around me and not being here would make that hurt stop, even if it brings more, it,will eventually be forgotten like i was never here

Suicidal ideation

Chronic Generalized pain

Depression

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  • tiramisu

    93d

    I'm here if you need to talk

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