Understanding My Mood Swings: Suicidal Ideations vs. Happiness

It sounds like bipolar to me. If you're able to I'd find someone to chat with, talking really does help sometimes.

Yeah I get this too.

Honey that is life with depression it's a up and down freaking roller coaster you just got to remember that there's a purpose for you on this Earth so you can't commit suicide you can't harm yourself just got to keep living

I know it's tough. I'm borderline personality disorder and that can be a common symptom. Doing ketamine treatments has taking that completely away and has changed my life.

Experiencing*

Possibly borderline. If you’re not expedited manic* symptoms then it’s not bipolar. Depression can have an effect like that though as well

I too have this it’s difficult to deal with sometimes like today was a very bad day for me doc said I have borderline personality disorder

Sometimes I deal with that too my mom is bipolar so I'm always worried that I am and that's why I have ups and downs but I don't feel maniac high just relaxed some days and terrified the next