Coping with Grief: My Struggle to Escape Negative Thoughts

I wrote this after my gf passed Writing helps me express myself Love I got issues Inside my own head Thinking of negative Things end on end Try to escape this havoc But my minds is like a maze And this stuffs to tragic So I can’t keep pace Yeah this is tragic my mind can’t change It thinks you’re alive each day But once I realize My tears start flowing Making rivers on my face Oh course I can’t ignore it Feeling my boat Is over flowing