The Pain of Losing a Close Friend

I am feeling broken. TBI is the "gift" that keeps on giving. I thought my friend & I were close. I have known her since 2008. We were in the military together. She was wonderful & very supportive of me. We both love to laugh. She has ghosted me because I felt comfortable enough with her to tell her how I felt about her ex husband who kind of deserted her after she had a few miscarriages. They are divorced, and he randomly reappears when he needs something. She received a substantial settlement & monthly compensation from the military due to a sexual assault. We both have PTSD & CPTSD. She attacked me, & accused me of trying to deceive her. It feels like I have been gutted. We talked for hours almost every night. One day I have a friend who is closer than family, and in a matter of minutes I am rejected and expelled. It really, really hurts.