Struggling with Socializing as an Autistic Adult

I was diagnosed in my middle to late 49's and I am like you too. It is hard. I have a therapist working with me. Plus a case manager from a place that gives individuals with autism case managers. There is some help out there if you were diagnosed late in life which means in your adulthood vs a young child. And ever State is different too. My case manager is a blessing and do her best to help me

Yikes, and I thought it was hard learning in my thirties. You should be commended for doing your best. Persistence pays, and every mistake is an opportunity to learn.