Struggling with Grief and Loneliness

I'm sorry for your loss and your depression is completely valid. A year is very recent and it is a life-changing event. I think coming to terms with your emotions and grieving process (not forgetting, but acknowledging) are the first steps towards feeling other emotions. I haven't personally gone through a loss but I am open to talk if you want someone to talk to. I apologize if this came off as insensitive or pressuring that wasn't my intention.