Need Relationship Advice, Can't Afford a Therapist

@ReiTheAnimator hiiii

@catlover55 I think my PTSD is making me incapable of having relationships and its really frustrating. I have a best guy friend and I like him so much as a person but in the back of my mind I feel like we would make a really good couple. But he had a gf and I ain't no homewrecker so i kept my distance. They broke up and he's become very attached to me which is nice and I didn't mind getting closer. But now that he's making moves I'm uncomfortable and I don't know why because it's what I wanted. It's always like that. I could really like them and flirt with them but once they like me back I freak out and reject it and I don't know why.

@Snoose I think my PTSD is making me incapable of having relationships and its really frustrating. I have a best guy friend and I like him so much as a person but in the back of my mind I feel like we would make a really good couple. But he had a gf and I ain't no homewrecker so i kept my distance. They broke up and he's become very attached to me which is nice and I didn't mind getting closer. But now that he's making moves I'm uncomfortable and I don't know why because it's what I wanted. It's always like that. I could really like them and flirt with them but once they like me back I freak out and reject it and I don't know why.