Dealing with the Lingering Effects of Childhood Bullying

I’m sorry but she sounds like a horrible person she shouldn’t be making fun out of you I also have the same adhd and autism I also have bpd this is unfair on you

I totally get it. I'm 40 and I think I'll always be screwed up because of how I didn't fit in with the other kids.

Therapy and just learning how to cope with it is all we can really do I get triggered easily from my trauma people don’t even need to make hurtful comments to me just simple things can give me flashbacks and it’s so hard but since I’ve started therapy I manage them a lot better and get triggered a lot less

I don't think I can get over being bullied either as I get what was going on now but I don't understand why as logically makes no sense and I've never saw a different or vulnerable person and had a thought of I'll make them feel bad The thought process makes zero sense to me Even little things like people staring at or laughing near me make me really anxious still

I definitely relate. Sometimes the triggers hit really hard. I hope things get better for you

I do understand, and I’m not sure if we’ll ever escape that completely, all we can do is communicate our feelings to those around us.