Struggling with Alcohol: My Weekend Routine

I do the same thing but with tequila but I don't pass out I black out and do ridiculously dumd things I now have 20 public intox/disorderly conducts on my record I feel extremely embarrassed and ashamed for a few days but ass soon as I'm feeling better I go right back at it I go to AA regularly but it's like I forget everything I absorbed there and as soon as I get free time I go right to the liquor store it's like a dice roll whether or not I'm gonna get arrested I need help and can't find it

Drinking is the hardest one to give up. It is hard to give up the one thing that gets you through but you don't drink when your daughter is there then you can give up when she isn't there. Do you go to AA meetings? Do you belong to a church? Maybe there are sober groups located around where you live.

Hi, I can relate. If you still have the opportunity to see your kids and make the best of life together, you need to hold on to that. With love, hold it together yo...