Struggling with Depression and Revenge Suicide Thoughts

I used to relate to this very much, I hated those who hurt me and wanted them to have karma for how they treated me, and I thought about suicide everyday. There wasn't an end in sight, and I endured this cycle everyday not because of family or friends but just because I was too cowardly to actually go through with it, and I'm very glad i didn't. I'm sure you hear this alot, but it does get better, I promise. I still struggle with lots of mental issues but I promise there are reasons to keep living, even if you don't see them yet.

That's a terrible form of revenge. It's 50/50 if it works and if it doesn't then no second chances. I mean don't get me wrong I'm suicidal but I just don't see this working

Hey, it's going to be okay, just keep trying to focus on what's important, and if you feel like your mental health is dropping it's not a bad thing to get professional help.

Hey, have you talked to anyone about this? If you’re in the US try calling suicide lifeline 800-273-8255.