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Crystal_Rose

688d

As I continue my night I get less and less ok. Im starting to question thinks, I think my BPD is seriously putting itself into play. Im starting to feel suicidal. I want to go home from work but I cant be alone right now. Im stuck at work and have to hide my phone to even be on here. I don't want to call anyone or go into q hospital cause I've been taking a lot of time of from work lately and I'm afraid if I admit myself into the hospital ill have q huge ass bill that ill continue to stress over as I get out. im not ok and I don't know what to do. I don't want to lose my job. I already fucked my relationship by saying we needed a break and broke up with him... I feel like once again that was just my symptom of my bpd and I just acted super self destructive and fucked my life up. Hes the only thing that pulled me out of my depression last time... I don't think he'll help me now. im NOT ok

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    • Dawney

      688d

      You need a man to take care of you for you change and you feel better God bless with right man in your life wait see until see what happens!!

    • Dawney

      688d

      You need a man to take care of you for you change and you feel better God bless with right man in your life wait see until see what happens!!

    • Crystal_Rose

      688d

      he's not my boyfriend anymore because I broke up with him yesterday over self destructive behavior 😣 thats the whole point of this...

    • KnightWolfD

      688d

      Why don't you talk with your boyfriend and tell them about your struggles and you need help. He won't know if you don't tell them. Idk if it'll help but I hope you feel better 🙏

    • Bunny.girl

      688d

      Text 741741 for a crisis counselor. If you are feeling really bad, please admit to the hospital. I understand paying bills, but your life and wellbeing are WAY more important. Please know that you are not alone 💕💕

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