Valentine's Day Blues: A Night of Tears and Loneliness

the entire system is somehow active and ..most of us are weeping and for what reason?!? who knows?!!!! probably cause it's valentines day and we have no one to even give us a hug ... we are running on no sleep cause I couldn't sleep last night and I'm stuck trying to calm others down while resisting the urge to just cry too.. fuckinfg damnit AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA this fucking sucks so much.. anyway there's like four people crying rn .. and it's not the host speaking cause he normally doesn't talk about this subject here cause he's scared even tho we can set the condition as undiagnosed .. :/ .. run ins with toxic people on other places of the internet and whatnot and he gets in doubt spirals easily.... so yeah.. he , my head mates beast and Gaia .. and .. myself are just sobbing and idk how to get this to stop other than typing this all out for no other reason than a distraction.. but uh yeah .. feeling calmer now.. ... - V.