Struggling with Depression: Seeking Happiness and Love

It takes time, I hope I found mine, they make me so happy and they show genuine interest in things I do. You can find them too you have to find the right one though

I understand, I'm going through the same thing right now. At the moment I feel fine, and I have met with my friend lately more, but then tomorrow I could suddenly stop finding anything interesting. I was thinking about starting a list when I'm in a good place of fun things I might like to do, or projects to start, so I could just look at it when I reach that bad place and pick something. The other day I was just completely apathetic, and I knew that was happening and wanted it to stop, so I walked outside and spent 2 hours weeding my mom's garden. I never weed or deal with plants, but it helped me get out of that space. Hope this helps you!