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Lately I feel like I've gotten the shit beat out of me. I really want to be okay. I have wanted that for the last year. Everytime I am anywhere near being okay, the puzzle falls apart again. I can't undo anything that has happened. I know I have to deal with the consequences. Truth is, I have regressed into being suicidal once more. The meds are completely out of my system (can't afford them rn) ans everyday is getting harder to function without a feeling of just "existing". If anything, this world is seen by me in many different colors. Somedays, life is like a rainbow. Some days, I see life through a dull, empty void. Other days, I don't see anything, as I am writing this - this is one of those days. I don't know where my next step is, or even if there is another step. Am I willing to take another step? That is the question I am trying to answer.
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Things will get better even though I know that it feels like they never will. As far as meds, if the issue is insurance stuff, try looking on GoodRx and see if that makes things more affordable. Also look into state health care and also see if you might qualify for disability health care. You can also ask your provider to change up your meds to make them more affordable. You deserve to have the support you need to be healthy.
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