Dealing with Anxiety While Job Searching

Same here, I'm really pressured about it right now because I've just graduated highschool last year and I'm getting pushed to doing things by myself that I've never done before. I hate it because I know I'm disappointing my boyfriend because of it, he doesn't understand social anxiety because he is a very social person, he wouldn't be able to live without friends and I'm the opposite. I'm afraid of disappointing people job or not and no matter what I do I'm always making someone upset because they don't understand

I also can't get a job for this reason. I can't call people or do an interview or handle when things go wrong without crying. I don't really have any advice but I just wanted you to feel less alone