Struggling with BPD and Substance Abuse

cutting and more recently alcohol

I used to abuse xanax but quit after I OD'ed

Ex substance abuser here ! I'm officially sober for a year

yeah:(i have become so dependent on 🍃 and i LOVE it don’t get me wrong, but i want to go back to where i just did it for fun, not wanting to be under the influence constantly just to feel okay or calm myself:/ and also it’s expensive and i’m broke now so i’m kinda losing it

I do. Sleep and I don't get along so it's.... Easier(no it quite the word I'm looking for but nothing else is coming to mind right at this second) for me to not sleep. My DOC is amphetamines

I also have a long history of cutting and bulimia

yea i am probably an alcoholic but I don't admit that it bothers me because I don't want to quit. I'm very high functioning as far as alcoholics go.... but I can't say no to alcohol even when I want to (once I am done with work and school).

Can relate ✋

Feel free to msg me.

yeah I'm here!