Feeling Alone and Suicidal

Im on the opposite side. My family doesnt know what to do. Doesnt matter what I am doing, the moment I start crying, they just call 911 and have me taken. Im so tired of being alive.

It’s so tiring. Having your brain constantly telling you how much you want to die. It goes against nature itself, our bodies work so hard to keep us alive, fighting entropy, and here our brains are like “Damn. I don’t wanna be alive anymore lmaoo” It’s so ridiculous! Thank you for sharing. I can’t imagine what it might be in your brain right now. I know it’s not fun at all. So stay. Even if it’s just for your dogs. And I know it may sound selfish, but I stopped caring about that after learning a lesson in my brain and behavior class about depressive disorders; if you were truly to be gone tomorrow, I think about how every would react. And I’m not just taking family. Im taking even people who I met for a day, how would they react if they found out I died. It also helps me in an odd way realize that being alone is just my brain making think im alone. Everything always goes back to the brain.