Struggling with Relationships: Am I Too Much to Handle?

Well the right one isn't never too much. I found the girl who is able to deal with my severe anxiety PTSD social anxiety and night terrors and my paranoia. She's my world and when you meet the one I promise you it will be okay! With the friends part I've had people block me because of my mental disorders they act like I'm diseased or something anyways you'll find them it takes getting out of your shell tho if you want To make friends!

Could that come from feeling like that towards yourself?

My nerves get shot when i’m too angry and/or rejected harshly