Feeling Alone and Conflicted

I don't know why but I just feel so alone right now. My life is really weird and conflicting lately and I don't really have anyone to talk to about it. Well, I guess I kind of do and I've tried but nothing they say helps, and two of the only people I can talk to are the main ones that are causing my life to be this way right now. I try to act like it doesn't all bother me but it does a lot, and I know I'm hurting others in the process as well and that breaks me even more. If anyone is willing to listen to me rant a little and maybe give some advice then it would be greatly appreciated ❤