Feeling Defeated: A Venting Session

I don’t really know what to say, so I guess I’ll just say it all. I don’t want to come off like I just want to complain, but things have been really hard lately, and I need a place to just let it all out. My partner of three years and I broke up, I had to report my boss to HR for discrimination and literally breaking the law four times in regards to mental health, and now I’m just stuck in a state I don’t want to be in. Thankfully, I move around a lot for work. Not so thankfully, it’s seasonal work, and the next season doesn’t start for a few months. I’m disappointed in myself and those around me. I’m disappointed in myself for not leaving sooner. I’m disappointed in those I trusted for not helping me or trying to understand what it is I deal with on a day to day basis, or just not giving a damn and blaming me for everything. I’m just feeling so defeated. I feel like I won’t be myself until I get the hell out of here. Hopefully, the next place I end up will have lots of mountains and woods fir my dog and I to wander in. I could use that right now.