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nookoochie

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today is the three year anniversary of my best friend and the first person i feel like i truly loved. everyday it feels like a struggle to go on. i’m in my senior year of hs and i can’t even use graduating as an excuse to go on because it’s thought of not being able to graduate with him. he was the only person where i felt loved and felt like someone cared about me. he never knew about my feelings for him which makes everything even worse. over these three years my life has only gotten worse, even when i’d try to be positive and think it’ll get better soon. i lost my other best friend, my dog, in july last year. we have a new puppy but he obviously likes my mom more. i still haven’t felt loved like the way they both made me feel. today, only one person has checked up on me. she didn’t even know that today was his three year anniversary, only that i’m sick today and i posted that i physically and mentally cant make it to school again. it didn’t make me angry or really sad, which surprised me, but it did make me a little upset thinking about how none of my close friends who were there and saw how his death affected me didn’t check on me. even the new dog didn’t check on me. i’m tired of not feeling loved and i’m especially tired of seeing all the people who’ve hurt me be so happy and be loved while i’m suffering everyday.

    • Tomato

      541d

      Thank you so much for sharing! That was so eye-opening and instructive

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