Feeling Alone and Overwhelmed

Hi my names Alyssa I feel like giving up I failed my driving test and I feel like I will never pass it and also been dealing with people not gonna say who but saying that I’m attacking there daughter when I’m not and saying rude things to me when they aren’t true and also I can’t sleep tonight because of this whole situation with the one person and there daughter who is my bestfriend who is supposed to be going to California with me to vidcon and Disneyland and I did get mad at her one time latley and blocked her on social medias I didn’t take my meds that day when I should have I own up to that but her mother was yelling at me about that and other things about this trip we are supposed to be going on together about the plane flight and things that’s don’t make sense and I already told my best friend before her mom messaged me yelling at me about it over text that I was sorry for what I said that other day and she told me it’s ok and then her mom yells at me tonight about it and other things which makes me feel like why should I be alive if I do everything wrong in everyone’s eyes and my mom has been rude to me lately as well telling me well if u would have gotten ur license u could drive to my house and back like it was my fault when the driving tester who said if I pass or not put on the paper I didn’t use my blinker at all when I did and I never drove the way he took me ever before and I just feel like I’m alone in all of this and I should just give up on living anyone anyone else feel like they should give up on living too?