Well, that is something. At least you are honest. How many reasons have you come up with? Hopefully at least 2. Remember, animals and pets count as well. I have been there. It is courageous to state what you are going through. I just took my meds for the night so in about 5,4,3,2,1...I will be out. However I would love to hear your experiences/story. Guaranteed you are more than you think you are right now. Channel your energy into coming up with 2 more reasons. Message me and I will check it if I can't sleep through the whole night. It happens often. If I stay asleep til the am I will check then and respond. Be thinking...