kind of sounds like a mixed episode to me but usually in mixed episodes you’re feeling mania and depression simultaneously

I would say, from experience, it is definitely some kind of bipolar episode. 💕 I'm here if you need to talk through anything! 🤗 I've been dealing with some of the same issues lately. I'll wake up depressed and annoyed with life and then when I get to work I'm better and happy and energetic and as soon as I leave the lethargy and irritability comes back, followed by depression. I've been off my meds for a few years and I'm debating starting them again. You're not alone in this 💗