Looking for Support with Chronic Illness

No one understands my life either except my husband who is very gracious about it but doesn't mentally understand he does see my suffering though and he knows it's real. I don't even bother to explain to others anymore the why and why not because even after an explanation they still look at me like maybe it's all mental. I know it's real because of my personality I would never want to be down this much I would want to be going and doing and getting out in the sunshine riding my horse taking care of my goats and instead all of that is on my husband. Welcome!