I hate the moments where I just feel disconnected emotionally. it's really hard especially when it happens towards my fiance. There's been somedays where we could be kissing and I just feel smothered. I love him a lot and I don't feel comfortable telling him this even though he knows my diagnosis and went to college for psychology. Just a rant I guess.
Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD)
I go through the same thing with my fiance. It best to be honest with him. You need to keep communication open between you otherwise the relationship will suffer. I know it scary because you don't want to lose him but you'll lose him anyway if you lose communication. If he's studied psychology and loves you then he'll understand and you can proceed together to deal with it.
We are usually very open communication wise I guess it's just not something I'm ready to talk about yet. It's my first healthy relationship so the apprehension is just stupid brain stuff.
I haven't been able to keep a relationship because of my constant mood swings about romance. Some days I'm all over them and I'm loving and touchy, then I'll go months where it's mostly just me feeling repulsed and smothered by them. It's so aggravating because the resentment that follows isn't even something I'm trying to have. I wasn't held or loved physically as a kid much, I feel like my body rejects it because I'm not used to it. It hurts a lot because i haven't had a partner that's understood. I'm so sorry you're struggling with this, sending love 💕
Aww I'm so sorry to hear! Sending love your way as well ❤️ This is fortunately my first healthy relationship but I've had my fair share of duds.
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