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i wanna die, but not really. i would never actually take myself away, i dont know that i could. im not capable of hurting the people i love so much by doing that. because i love them so much that causing them pain in any way, even if that means that i have to go away, it doesnt make sense. i wont leave like that. i will stay. but i cant lie, i often imagine im driving and i just slip all of a sudden and my car takes a turn, it hits the side guard rail and i flip over, just to see a bright light. i often imagine that maybe when im asleep it all just goes off to never wake again. maybe just maybe ill keep dreaming for the rest of my days, and maybe that would lead to happier days. these ones the same cycle, just feels so pointless
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I've been that way for so many years. I've even attempted. It stopped, completely with antidepressants. I'm on zoloft. I hope that helps lead you somewhere better. I was shocked, when I saw it helping I actually recognized I had a habit of hopelessness and tried to reverse its positive effects with some messed up thoughts. But I surrendered, and I've been 20x better
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I feel like this often and I wish more people talked about this. It makes me feel more understood and less alone when I see that people feel the same way. I am truly sorry you are having these thoughts/feelings I can certainly empathize with you. I hope you find meaning and purpose in life and I hope I can too someday š
Im so sorry you feel that way I used to feel the same but I know you will find something that keeps you going. It may take weeks or years, but it wont be like this forever
@Lavendercatx i hope so
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