Surviving Brain Tumours and Memory Loss

I had three meningioma brain tumours diagnosed in March 2020, had a craniotomy for the largest that gave me memory issues and caused me to do a round trip in the January one night driving around 400+ miles and crashing my car. I’ve just completed 30 zaps of radiotherapy on the 2nd of November losing most of my hair yet again and was told these tumours were caused by the radiotherapy I received for leukaemia treatment I had in 1988. I haven’t felt well enough to work and have my 85yr old mum and 16 yr old son here which I’m trying to do but already having 12 months of not being allowed to drive but now in the middle of another 6 months not being allowed to drive. I somehow managed to get three speeding tickets giving me 9 points and a £300 fine the night I went awol, and just did a speed awareness course so I didn’t lose my license completely. The night I was apparently speeding I don’t remember but my brother paid the fine before it doubled so admitting liability but I guess I was driving so can’t argue with that. Just get fed up with trying to survive with no income and relying on maintenance and family allowance but using savings I’d worked all my life for. I’m so grateful to still be here and having family around me but is hard trying to please everyone, I don’t need anything except my family to be happy and cared for.