decomposingprincess

309d

i just feel my psychosis getting worse and worse for some reason lately no matter what i do i feel foggy and confused and lost and don’t feel real and im panicking a lot and everything is so dark like if i’m wearing sunglasses when i’m not and i just feel so alone and scared i feel like everything’s a dream its hard for me to separate my dreams from reality it all blends in and i’m convinced i’m in a coma or back in the hospital during one of my surgeries and this is just a dream n my mom is begging me to wake up and i can’t figure out how (that’s what i hear in my head is her voice saying jessica please wake up) for years and im so confused and my memory is distorted and lost

Chronic Memory Loss

Memory Loss

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  • Tini

    309d

    i struggled with psychosis alot and something that helped me was writing everything down and meditating. I know its not for everyone but i know how hard pyschosis can be, i hope all goes well for you in the future and your able to feel relief and relaxation ❤️

    • decomposingprincess

      309d

      i can try that. i used to write/journal a lot n it somewhat helped but idkk lol. thank you so much!! 🥺💗

  • lucyspimp

    309d

    i can't truly say what's happened around me these last few years, i hear myself getting thrown out 24/7 even when i'm alone so who knows maybe i am homeless, psychosis is a right bitch, what's helped me is learning how to differentiate the sound/volume of my head vs'. sound/volume of tangible things but not even that works all the time, regardless of if you can take anything from that or not you deserve peace you deserve calm & i wish you nothing but positive light, keep your chin up 🖤, we're all rooting for ya!

    • decomposingprincess

      309d

      aww thank you💜 you deserve that too!! youre so sweet! i hope you are doing well!!

  • strawberrysoop

    309d

    ive been feeling the dream thing too!! and i also experience flashbacks to surgeries and hospitals and just general confusion and memory issues. im so sorry you're experiencing this, but i hope it helps to know someone else understands at least somewhat what you're going through

  • bermly

    309d

    I feel the exact same way. I'm so confused all of the time and I can't look people in the eye anymore I'm just so confused

  • scarletta

    305d

    felt this so hard. anyone else struggle with hyperventilating from this? like the anxiety or not being able to differentiate dream from reality causes you to manually breathe

    • decomposingprincess

      288d

      yes i get that so much omg

  • purplepancakes

    291d

    I completely relate to everything you said and i never knew how to describe it i am so scared sometimes almost paranoid that I'm not real and that I'm in a simulation or dream and i never felt more understood when reading g this

    • decomposingprincess

      288d

      im glad i could relate to you

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