Struggling with Borderline Personality Symptoms

attachment issues, intense emotions, fear of abandonment, overreacting etc

Splitting when I get an ounce on anger I can clam my self sometimes but I dont let go it builds and builds this I cannot control my body no more.

Irritability, rage outbursts (usually only when I'm alone), fear of abandonment, all-or-nothing thinking. I used to SH, but I've fortunately been clean for 6 months now.

I feel this, one small situation can ruin a whole day for me. It puts me in a bad mood and I'm short about everything for the rest of the day. At the end of the day, I always feel resentful for being in a bad mood.

I struggle with extreme insecurity and fear of abandonment in romantic relationships. It usually lasts the entire relationship, and the depression of abandonment lasts for many months after.

talking to people constantly then ghosting for days

I get very irritable with people saying or asking me stupid questions that to me seem to be obvious answers...it's like an immediate irritation and I just have to breathe and try to relax and remember that to them it wasn't a dumb or obvious question. 🤷🏽‍♀️

Abandonment and emotional control

Intense emotional overreaction to situations (especially with perceived abandonment). If I argue with my mom and she walks out of the room or locks herself in her room I go ballistic and want to die.

Random irritability and anger. It's quite embarrassing sometimes and it usually lasts about 10 minutes to an hour and a half for me depending on the day.