Dealing with a Breakup and Family Emergencies

@UnderTheFigTree I've decided not to and to look at this like a new chapter, my ex and I are going to stay friends and I dont harbor any bad feelings toward him, he's always been a wonderful person and I cant wait to see how we grow and see what kind of people we'll be :) while this is still depressing, I think thinking of it like this is a little more easier to handle

@BrokenOwlGirl I do have friends I can reach out to, I've been talking to one, but so far he can only understand only a portion of what I'm going through. But right now it's hard because people are angry for me because they dont like seeing me so upset, but I keep trying to tell them, I'm not mad at my ex. He was very wonderful and kind to me. But he just doesnt think he can be what i need while he tries to do what he needs to do to better himself. It's been very hard on both of us.