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TheLovelyLeo

615d

Depression is going to smother me. My baby has hydrocephalus and has seizures. She had one so bad she ended up in the hospital on a breathing tube. She’s had to have surgery and have a shunt put in. At this point I’m already behind on bills and just not going to make it. I’m trying but I had another breakdown earlier. I have no help, I can’t sleep, even made a Gofundme which I feel so embarrassed about…..but desperate. Desperate and depressed is one disgusting combo. Makes you feel like an utter failure at living. Being bipolar is bad enough but why is so much wrong with me and why does so much goooo wrong for me?!?!!?!

    • Waterlemon

      615d

      I am so sorry :( I hope so desperately that things become easier for you soon. If you can’t find anything else to live for, live for your baby girl. You are ALL she has, and she was put into your life for a reason. you got this <3

      • TheLovelyLeo

        614d

        @Waterlemon thank you….I know this won’t last forever, but this is damn sure one long black tunnel lol just praying to see some light soon. I watch my baby fight everything that comes her way and I’m inspired by her. She’ll be 5 next week and has dealt with so much.

    • Mrs.Jess

      615d

      Those are things beyond your control. You're not a failure! You're doing you best. Don't be embarrassed for needing help.

      • TheLovelyLeo

        615d

        @Mrs.Jess it’s like I know I shouldn’t but it was pressed into me since childhood that nobody cares and don’t go “begging” cause ppl will just talk about you or use it against. I’m trying to shake that mindset and do what I have too.

        • Mrs.Jess

          614d

          @TheLovelyLeo other ppls opinions about you and your situation are none of your business. Don't worry about what they have to say bc they wouldn't even be able to stand in your shoes

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