Struggling to Keep My Emotions Hidden

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Spritkitty...don't lose hope. That's the depression talking. The pain is persistent I know. Call someone if you feel alone. Personally my pain journey has alienated most of the people I care about the most. Yes people don't want to hear you're hurting. They don't understand. But we do here! Please know you are not alone...

💕 Thanks Lolita for sharing this with me here. I'm happy you have had supportive folks around you 🙂. Many especially work situations aren't so compassionate and giving. I read this first thing in morning, coffee ☕ and eye balls still foggy. I didn't know what to say and thought about it during the day. I've struggled with pain for years,and got flack for complaining. Even from people who love me and want to see me better. I've had to hide being disabled at many job's and worked just as hard as most men! Now that I'm ugh older, people got their own pain and just accept it. And don't want to be hearing about someone's pain! It turns into a competition with each team swearing they are the worse off! Just trying to make some kind of peace with this S**t!