Seeking Advice on Ketamine Infusions for Suicidal Ideation

I have considered it since I was in a study in hospital for sui. Survivors. I was in control non ketamine group. I have since been in hospital for 9 more SAs in the past year. Am currently waiting for a non ICU bed while they decide what to try next. The study Dr told me it might be an issue that I don't have veins and use a port but my psychiatrist said they have a nasal version.

I haven't tried ketamine therapy specifically but I have participated in psychedelic therapy to battle depression (I hadn't been diagnosed with BPD yet). I felt like it was very beneficial, it really helped me recognize and process alot of the negative emotions I was feeling. It sounds like you've got a really promising path to some relief ahead of you, don't give up!