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This post is gonna more be a rant. No need to comment your opinion. I just need yo share this with like minded people. I face horrendous anxiety on a daily basis. My biggest trigger is mortality. More that fact of there being nothing after death. My therapist says its and issue of loneliness and has tried to help by saying that if there is nothing afterwards, then you wont even know your dead. This brings me little comfort. Because I've experienced living and how wonderful it can be, I find it really hard to feel comfortable in not having that anymore. Recently I've been trying to get more in touch with my spirituality. It makes sense to me that we all have a bigger driving life force that just chemical reactions. I also feel that and end is as much of a beginning is the start is. I dont understand why I find it so hard to believe in this when most people do. I know it would really help my mental state to fully believe in an afterlife. My family has had many spiritual interactions. When my great grandmother died, she spoke of people in her room that were her to visit. A couple days before she died, she said that her husband (my great grandfather) had visited her and told her he was going to come back soon. Another time was when my cousins boyfriends father died, a bald eagle had nested right next to their home. Later, her boyfriend had said that bald eagles were a huge symbol of his grandfather (he had a tattoo and several different bald eagle memorabilia) Later, when his mother passed, they were driving home shortly after her passing when they saw the bald eagle nest. A bald eagle had stopped at the nest, and when they flew away, another bald eagle flew out with them. I suppose it's because I've never experienced something like that before. When my great grandfather died, my closet light began to be on in the middle of the night even though I was sure I turned it off. But I'm also very forgetful. When I set up an alter for a god, I was cleaning up some spice I filled but forgot to throw it out. I turned my light off to go to bed and only a couple minutes later it turned back on. I instantly remembered what I forgot. Other than that, I've never had anything really. I do believe in spirits and truely belive that there is a new beginning after the end. I suppose it's just the what if.

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