I don't know if my recovery is worth fighting for anymore... I've been to 13 psychiatric hospitals, attempted unalive 9 times. my last one made my heart actually stop. I finally got out of my abusive house 4 months ago and the only time Im happy is when I'm manic... I am hallucinating again and have to ask if I'm hallucinating or if things are real I take my meds but they eventually stop working. I turned 18 today and can't even be happy about it.

Autism Spectrum Disorder (ASD)

Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD)

Attention-Deficit Disorder

Bipolar disorder with psychotic features

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  • lilkitten


    Happy birthday πŸ’• I'm sorry your feeling this way. Recovery is always worth the effort. I think you have hope in eventually getting better, especially if you moved away from a toxic environment. Please don't give up. Recovery is worth it! Try to find something healthy that brings you fulfillment and that you're passionate about and put all your focus on that.. hope that helps πŸ™

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