Anxiety and Relationship Struggles After Texas Shootings

First I'm going to say I don't need anyone self diagnose me. Having depression is not the same for everyone. With that being said. I am a black mom. I believe in God. I have two sons 20and 26 and I been through to things most people my age haven't experienced. So have that. I worry about them not because of depression . Because I know they can be Emit Till. I pray over my son's and and family, nation. With that being said. I don't let the devil steal my joy. Because I Know who I am an who's I am. I am a empath. Things hit differently. The world is evil. Don't I know. Deal with it daily happen to deal with it last night. When a woman act as if I was about to rob her, I told her no one is thinking about you. She held tight to get bag. Get real as her husband. Yell with a accent. Who are you disrespecting GIRL. Lol. Telling me to go back to my country. Lol as I said I was born her. But he yelling he been her 20years. Evil is not just the mass shootings, evil is in all forms. Some things touch different. I have great nephews 8, 5 great nieces, 6,5,3,24 So not only do I have to worry about manics I have a extra layer to worry. I been there done it for myself. My son's, nephews, nieces , now there kids So it's not depression. I don't like when certain people kill it's mental illness. And from your response you have. You don't kill anyone. It's a copout. But when others do it. They are on drugs. And killed. Be bless