Living with Seizures: My Struggle to Find Answers

I have had seizures since I was 20 never had them before. been to a number of neurologist and no one can tell me why. although I am very controlled on meds. Haven't had one in over 3 years. don't want to see another neurologist because none in my area are in network and as long as the meds work I don't see why I need to see one other than my family doctor. last neurologist threatened to have my license revoked even though law is 6 months without an episode. its been almost 4 years and the time before that was almost 6 years. so I'm meds are working and I need to drive to work that supports my family. God is the only thing keeping me going.