Feeling Sick and Tired of Being Treated Like a Child

I feel sick, not in they way you think.. like I, I just don't wanna d this anymore... my mom either wants me to be an adult or treats me like an infant. I'm constantly scared after what happened a few weeks ago I can't stop thinking about it. I've hardly been talking to her simply so I don't tick her off and it happens again. I was scrolling through her Facebook and looked at the post she made on my birthday talking about how proud she is of me... she has never said any of it to me in person. I feel so icky all the time and I have no irl friends anymore and havent been able to play vrchat so I really have hardly had any social interaction since my best friends left. I'm so tired...