Should I Get Tested for Autism?

@AnimalBoy I'm a type 1 diabetic and for whatever reason (leading towards the PDA thing) I can't manage it, I struggle doing daily injections and testing and I've had some doctors that as just take it one step at a time but my brain is an all or nothing, if it's not right/perfect then I've failed but it's a demand that I have to do those things or I die to put it bluntly and I feel that if I went down the route of getting diagnosed would help my diabetic team understand more and maybe open up the door for a pump because I struggle doing injections whereas I'm currently getting blocked...but seeing the struggles my mum has had with a late diagnosis has put panic in me and made me question am I gaslighting myself etc..... it's getting me anxious both sides of the argument because I can argue for and against it I just don't know what's right....

@SmallCreature that's what I'm hoping but it's also making me worry it will make people treat me differently, even family members, seeing how they have responded to my mum scares me but I feel like it explains a lot especially if I have adhd with it too....

@tjazz I've seen the struggles my mum has gone through with her diagnosis and trying to get support and it worries me because I have other mental health issues that it's going to make things harder for me..... I worry that I'm just gas lighting myself I am good at making irrational points sound rational, so now I'm worrying that this is me just being irrational about my other mental health issues and trying to find a rational reason for it. I'm worried that it will make people treat me different, but my hope is that if I'm right that it will explain the reason I am the way I am in terms of I feel I also have PDA ( Hope that makes sense)