Living with Endometriosis: My Daily Struggle

I just need to vent a little bit. •Shaking / can't speak/ inability to move my muscles / slurred speech •migraines/loss of vision • electric shocks in my feet it really hurts to walk • stabbing twisting pain in my abdomen and scar •boob pain • ripping cramping stabbing from the inside out in my uterus • pelvic pain • stabbing / nerve pain at the opening of my vagina • other lady pain such as ovarian pain/ overall vagina pain ° rectal / colon pain • really bad all over back pain • joint pain all over hands elbows ankles knees worst joint pain is in my right knee •bladder pain / really hurts to pee • ear pain / I can't hear •neck pain • nausea / vomiting • random chest pain •hot flashes / night sweats • mood changes • trouble focusing •bloated • fatigued • overall muscle aches • electric shocks throughout the whole body • been on my period for over 40 days Whether my symptoms are related to endometriosis or not I do not know. However I have been to over 10 doctor and tried over 12 birth control pills, 2 DEPO shots, I've tried two different birth control patches, and I been on an IUD for a little over a month. Nothing seems to help. These symptoms make it hard to live my day-to-day life sometimes I can't even get out of bed. I don't think doctor's understand what I am going through. It's starting to make me depressed and I feel stuck.