My doctor prescribed them to me, but I've been afraid to take one.

It didn't help me. They switched me to Clonazepam.

I’m just scared of the medicine I don’t want to die, God will heal me

Hey. I love God and believe in the blessings too. To answer your question, yes I have taken Ativan ( Lorazapam) months at a time. They can make us feel drowsy etc. but the point is alleviating the symptoms of anxiety. It's a short acting benzodiazipam, so don't worry about long term effects.

I take them I'm on .25 and only take half at a time and it's just enough to take the edge off and help me calm down

It’s going to be hard I had this medicine for 2 weeks

was not enough to calm me down when i needed help. i switched to clonazepam which has worked so much better.